the real me

FUck my life nothing good ever comes from it nothng at all. relationships are the worst thing on this planet for me uuugh. Only if there was a way to kill all emotions from life so i cant be hurt from thing is this life time till i die and am saved but the darkness and the coldness of the earth. im tired of having my heart broken and stepped on by thoughs around me…….

What the fuck man you tell me that we all be together and then when a little distance gets between us you flip a bitch and trust went down the hole. welll FUCK you Bitch no one does this to me. and now that we aren’t together right now and i meet someone and i choose to be nice and tell you what was happening in my life again you flip a Bitch and yell at me. then you have the nerve to tell me that every one of are friends were telling you to move on and see other people and you now agree saying i never loved you at all that i used you for my own personal game..well fine then hope you have a nice life with who ever you meet cuase ive moved on and we will never get back together if i have anything to say about it. so this is goodbye from here on out….

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undertakersthirst:

Just want to see how many of my followers actually reblog this.

The Brendon one, YES!

Yes the Brendon one!

JACK HARKNESS OKAY

Mucho gayness approval

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It was getting close to Khaos’s transition and his appetite was growing every day. Around 2 o’clock am, Rhage and Phury were getting ready for the trainees to show up at 4 am. Khaos was in his room getting out of the shower with a towel wrapped around his waist. He walks in to his closest and went straight to the back to his shitkicker’s and to his black cameo’s. When he walked out of the closest Fritz was there to greet him” hello young master the other trainees are starting to arrive.”

“Thank you Fritz” Khaos said while getting dressed “is there anything I’ll need to bring with me today”

“No sir, but there’s a new student joining you today though.”

“Who mite that be”

“Young Nalla, sir.” said Fritz while heading for the door “would you like me to get you something to eat.”

“No Fritz” Khaos said walking right behind him.

Heading down the underground tunnels to join the other trainees in the classroom. Almost half way to the training facility Nalla just came out of a hallway heading up to the main house.” Hey wait up Nalla!” Khaos yelled running to catch up with her “I can’t believe that we’ll be training together.” “When did Zsadist decide to let you come?” he said while gasping for air from running so hard.

“Oh hey Khaos.” she said in a loving tone “last night mother convinced him to let me go after she heard that u were in it so he said I could go as long as you were my partner when we practice.”

“Oh cool” k said as they continued to walk down the tunnel. “Here we are” Khaos said opening the door of the locker room. The first thing they heard when then walked was Blay and Qhuinn were arguing over which club they were going to with John after training today. “We’re going to that new club Iron mask afterwards!” Blay yelled while holding Qhuinn in a headlock. Qhuinn turned around and smiled mischievously and said “you better let go of me or you will regret it, Blay”

“Riiight” rolling eyes “what are you going to do to m…SHIT!” Qhuinn’s teeth are in his neck and he drops his arms in shock. Qhuinn backs away and just grins, licking the blood off his lips “told you so” Qhuinn’s eyes glance down “looks like you have a problem there buddy” he laughs and walks off clapping John on the shoulder and kissing Nalla’s cheek “see you in class!” he calls back as he walks out of the locker room.

“I’m ganna fucking kill him one day” Blay growls and blushes as he covers and hard on his hands.

Looks like Qhuinn changed his mind about you Blay John signed

Nalla and K started to laugh when Blay started to blush. John walks to his usual seat in the back. At that moment, Nalla elbowed Khaos in the gut and gestured to the back. So both went to the back and sat down on both sides of him.

Hey can we hang with you guys afterward Khaos signed with a smile

Yea we’re going to a new club called Iron mask John asked

“Cool want to go” Khaos asked curiously. Nalla by this time she had opened a book that was written in the old language.” Nalla!” he yelled

What do you want!? She signed very angry she doesn’t really like to talk that much since she learned ASL

”just want to know if you want to go to a new club with john and the guys after class”

A new club hmm lets go.

“Cool”

Sounds good let’s talk more after class. He signed

Rhage was teaching today’s lesson. He made the class room have a very tense feeling in the air. You could even see sweat dripping down all the trainees faces that were sitting in the front seats.

The trainees were all in the classroom now and ready for today’s lesson.

“Damn Rhage is teaching today I’m so screwed.” Khaos said whispering to Nalla. Zsadist walked in and sat in the way back right behind Nalla and K. Nalla and Khaos were know writing notes to each other and K was flirting with her the whole time until Zsadist comes up from behind bugging the hell out of them and ordering them to stop and pay attention. Well Nalla didn’t like this at all so she started to get an attitude when talking back to her dad.

“Nalla stop writing notes and pay attention” Zsadist told her

“Shut up dad”

“I’m your father you don’t tell me to shut up”

“Well I just did and another thing I don’t you need here babysitting me if I need help I’ll ask Khaos, so leave”

“Im not leaving”

“Yes you are”

“No…’

“Zsadist you’re distracting my students leave now” Rhage interrupting him

“NO! Im not leaving my little girl”

“Im not little anymore dad now leave” Nalla said in a loud tone. From all the noise that Zsadist, Nalla and Rhage made Bella walked in and yelled at Zsadist for coming while she dragged him out by the back of his shirt

out of the classroom. With Bella still in earshot distance she over hears Khaos say “Nalla will you go out with me” and when Nalla said tells him yes. Bella immediately said “I approve”

“Ok classes please go back to copying the bored now” Rhage said in a serious tone.

” Khaos since you seem to have time to talk please answer this question.”

“Yes”

“What is one weapon used by the brotherhood and tell me how and what is it use for.”

“One is the shuriken used by the king himself. It’s used to kill lessers from a long distance best used when you’re in the shadows.”

“And how do use it”

“Oh you hold one between your pointer and middle fingers move your arm to your body and throw it like a frisbee.”

“Good” Rhage said.

That lasted for about an hour then we all headed to the gym to work on jujitsu positions with Phury. Nalla and Khaos were the only trainees whose bodies were aching in pain from holding each position so much. Phury notice this and called everyone together for a new exercise “Alright everyone get into groups of two Qhuinn and Blay, Nalla and Khaos, and John will be with me.” “Today we’ll be working on killing lessers one of you will be the lesser and wear a full body cover. You must attack your partner as if to kill. As you’re doing this, your partner will be using these plastic weapons and try to kill you. So let’s get started.”

Nalla was the first to come after K since he was the lesser in this exercise. Man was she good too and her first time to Khaos couldn’t even keep up with her and I was the fastest person out of all the other trainees too. K needed a weapon and fast or this wasn’t going to be long. He noticed that she didn’t even grab the daggers given to her to use. K moved as fast as his legs could move and took the daggers to uses for himself. Once in his hands k went on the offence and attacked back but Nalla wasn’t letting him. K immediately changed to defense and blocked her front kicked. But in mid-air she turned her body quickly and got him in the back of the head.

“Ouch” Khaos yelled when his face made contact with the mat. Nalla runs to K thinking she really did hurt him. With a grin K quickly used a sweep kick and knocked her down on her back. “Don’t trust anything a lesser does or says.” he said with a laugh

“Why did you have to do that to me, why?” she said as she started to tear up.

“Wait don’t do that please don’t cry” K said running over to her and with his guard down she kicks him right in the stomach. Then with a spinning round house kick knocking him to the ground and that was the end of their spare. That moment Zsadist came back in and saw how Nalla did and was so proud “that’s my girl” he says with a grin on his face. Zsadist walks over to K and reached his hand out and helped him up saying “you hurt my daughter I kill you”

“And I will help” add Rhage

“Leave my boyfriend alone daddy” Nalla said running over to Khaos. Bella comes walking in after Z when she hears him yelling “HE”S YOUR WHAT!?!” She glares at him and says “I approve therefore you shall give him a chance or you will be sleeping on the couch for a long time”

Butch walks in saying “what did you do this time?” to Zsadist as he stormed out.

V stiffened in his chair and Jane realized that he was having a vision, about what, she didn’t know.

ajohnnn:

i was always shrouded by shadows with their claws digging into me liking snakes biting every part of me always having the uge to just end it all leaving this place full of fakes and ideots but then i turned and saw you with those eyes of your that could pierce through to ur soul and your voice like an angel as if you flew from heaven to save me but wat you did was even more you touch my heart i can never stop think about you and your smile wanting to just lay a kiss apon those lips lips that met with surge of feelings our minds met everything felt real. a kiss was all it took this night as my once dark world shook to life with the care as i felt you there emotion once a deadly curse, made me a new as our kiss come true